I am officially halfway through treatment and have the results of my PET scan in hand. Although it wont make total sense with all the medical terminology, I will summarize the results from my Oncologist and his view of my PET scan, “NOTHING lit up, you have had a complete response to treatment and that is GOOD NEWS!!”
What a relief to hear these words. It’s reassuring that I am going through this for a reason, effectively killing the cancer cells and that the end is in sight. This also means that I shouldn’t need radiation which is the most ideal outcome. The mass in my neck and in my chest have both shrunk to about half the size which is awesome. I’ve seen the scans and they brought me to tears. He was right nothing lights up and the difference is unreal.
Whew, cancer sure is a journey. Mentally, physically, emotionally, and more… I get why people say they aren’t the same afterwards and I am realizing I wont be either. But in a good way, what doesn’t kill you (literally) only makes you stronger, more resilient, and grateful. Although I wouldn’t wish this diagnosis on anyone, I am going to look back at this season with a strange sense of reassurance, that I did it, I made it through, and with a renewed appreciation for all the things “I get to do” moving forward.
I’m also excited to mention that I have my first therapy appointment on Friday with a therapist that specializes in EMDR. I know this will be helpful for me mentally and emotionally. Although I feel so incredibly supported, I am sure I have a lot to learn in regards to handling the trauma that comes with a medical diagnosis you weren’t prepared for.
Thank you all for checking in and following along. I’m in constant awe of the prayers and love you’ve all shown. Sending you so much love right back!
Below is a special handmade mug made for me by my friend, Emma ❤️ I LOVE it, she is so talented!
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